| - reason Sk8tInGpUnKxX: im sooooo sick
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: that i dont wanna eat
GodFollower13: why you sick?
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: idk
GodFollower13: well I'm sorry for you
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: but at church i threw up everyhting i had eaten 4 a couple months
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: nr just a couple days
GodFollower13: wow why'd yo play soccer?.
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Sk8tInGpUnKxX: but idk dometimes i get so sick of stuff like that
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: lwayz hafting to please someone
GodFollower13: hmmm... that sounds fairly typical... but that's a destructive attitude in the end
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: yea
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: no wait wat do u mean?
GodFollower13: I mean... if you're not always trying to please others, whether its people, God, or some individual, then you're always trying to please yourself and that never works out to anything more than being depressed and w/out friends
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: yea
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: totally
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GodFollower13: what does Allison say you should do?
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: idk
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: she doesnt kno what to do w/ me
GodFollower13: be open when you talk to her... she probably knows a lot more about you and what you're going through than even you do... and definitely more than me
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: yea
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: prolly
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GodFollower13: but seriously... that' girl
GodFollower13: has wisdom
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: like i need to talk to her
GodFollower13: listen to her
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: i try to
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: shes almost practically my mom
GodFollower13: hahaha that's cool
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: i think i wont servive this fall/winter
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: yea
GodFollower13: yeah you will
GodFollower13: everybody says that when they enter high school
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: mmm
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: well im gonna buy a cellfone
GodFollower13: listen... don't dwell on the crap that's gonna drag you down
GodFollower13: seriously
GodFollower13: read 1 Cor 13 daily
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: ok
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: ill try
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: i like never read the bible
GodFollower13: I'm falling behind on that a lot too... it's hard. but it is so curcial
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: yea
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GodFollower13: just take things as the come, and trust it'll work out because of who's in charge
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: yea
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: ok ill try
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GodFollower13: no see now is when you do what I was talking about... you live for others
GodFollower13: if what's best for her is to leave her alone then that's what you do
GodFollower13: whatever ytou do don't get angry
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: yea
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: hmm its hard
GodFollower13: you're telling me
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: gosh i hate my familey
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: yea
GodFollower13: no see that's what I'm talking about
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: ik
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: im so bad
GodFollower13: again! That's what I'm talking about
GodFollower13: stop for a sec
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: mk
GodFollower13: you can't harbor anger at others and then beat yourself up for it
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: yea
GodFollower13: let go of the hostility... and others will follow suit!
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: mmm
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: thats hard
GodFollower13: hostility for yourself, for your mom, or whoever else needs to go
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: i will try jordan
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: ok
GodFollower13: "Without you're as sounding brass"
GodFollower13: with love you make sense
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Sk8tInGpUnKxX: but my insides r dieing
GodFollower13: hey chin up
GodFollower13: nothing heals when you concentrate on the wound
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: i try
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: ye wow thats deep
GodFollower13: seriously... stop talking to me right now and go read your bible or pray or just chill
GodFollower13: don't think about everything that's wrong... try and figure out what you can learn from this and then make it better
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: ok
GodFollower13: you can only do your best... if others fail it's not your fault
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: yea
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GodFollower13: hey Laura, I gotta take off
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: ok
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: have fun
GodFollower13: tell Allison I'll keep her and all you guys in my prayers
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: and im thinking aboiut what u said
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: ok
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: tnx
GodFollower13: take care
Sk8tInGpUnKxX: u 2
yesterday was intersting i still feel sick
jordan made me think so hard
I HEART YOU JORDAN
he is so amazing ........ and mature
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