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Saturday, May 21, 2005

Sat, 21 May 2005 12:32:59 GMT

i thuink im gonna stop updateigh so yea my other 2 websites r
: www.xanga.com/n0b0dysf00l
: www.xanga.com/lyricchick10
rock on pllz

peace out arual

Thursday, May 19, 2005

Thu, 19 May 2005 16:33:29 GMT

i think thsi web page is falling by the way-side heheheheheeh

im so dumb but i like havent gotten any coments in a while (maybe cuz i havent updated lol0

I HEART U SAM (my awesome u-kno-wat) hehe
i heart ya pplz .................... ar ar harrharr

Monday, May 16, 2005

Mon, 16 May 2005 17:25:33 GMT

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: im sooooo sick

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: that i dont wanna eat

GodFollower13: why you sick?

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: idk

GodFollower13: well I'm sorry for you

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: but at church i threw up everyhting i had eaten 4 a couple months

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: nr just a couple days

GodFollower13: wow why'd yo play soccer?.

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Sk8tInGpUnKxX: but idk dometimes i get so sick of stuff like that

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: lwayz hafting to please someone

GodFollower13: hmmm... that sounds fairly typical... but that's a destructive attitude in the end

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: yea

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: no wait wat do u mean?

GodFollower13: I mean... if you're not always trying to please others, whether its people, God, or some individual, then you're always trying to please yourself and that never works out to anything more than being depressed and w/out friends

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: yea

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: totally

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GodFollower13: what does Allison say you should do?

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: idk

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: she doesnt kno what to do w/ me

GodFollower13: be open when you talk to her... she probably knows a lot more about you and what you're going through than even you do... and definitely more than me

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: yea

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: prolly
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GodFollower13: but seriously... that' girl

GodFollower13: has wisdom

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: like i need to talk to her

GodFollower13: listen to her

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: i try to

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: shes almost practically my mom

GodFollower13: hahaha that's cool

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: i think i wont servive this fall/winter

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: yea

GodFollower13: yeah you will

GodFollower13: everybody says that when they enter high school

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: mmm

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: well im gonna buy a cellfone

GodFollower13: listen... don't dwell on the crap that's gonna drag you down

GodFollower13: seriously

GodFollower13: read 1 Cor 13 daily

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: ok

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: ill try

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: i like never read the bible

GodFollower13: I'm falling behind on that a lot too... it's hard. but it is so curcial

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: yea

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GodFollower13: just take things as the come, and trust it'll work out because of who's in charge

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: yea

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: ok ill try

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GodFollower13: no see now is when you do what I was talking about... you live for others

GodFollower13: if what's best for her is to leave her alone then that's what you do

GodFollower13: whatever ytou do don't get angry

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: yea

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: hmm its hard

GodFollower13: you're telling me

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: gosh i hate my familey

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: yea

GodFollower13: no see that's what I'm talking about

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: ik

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: im so bad

GodFollower13: again! That's what I'm talking about

GodFollower13: stop for a sec

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: mk

GodFollower13: you can't harbor anger at others and then beat yourself up for it

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: yea

GodFollower13: let go of the hostility... and others will follow suit!

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: mmm

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: thats hard

GodFollower13: hostility for yourself, for your mom, or whoever else needs to go

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: i will try jordan

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: ok

GodFollower13: "Without you're as sounding brass"

GodFollower13: with love you make sense

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Sk8tInGpUnKxX: but my insides r dieing

GodFollower13: hey chin up

GodFollower13: nothing heals when you concentrate on the wound

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: i try

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: ye wow thats deep

GodFollower13: seriously... stop talking to me right now and go read your bible or pray or just chill

GodFollower13: don't think about everything that's wrong... try and figure out what you can learn from this and then make it better

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: ok

GodFollower13: you can only do your best... if others fail it's not your fault

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: yea
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GodFollower13: hey Laura, I gotta take off

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: ok

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: have fun

GodFollower13: tell Allison I'll keep her and all you guys in my prayers

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: and im thinking aboiut what u said

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: ok

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: tnx

GodFollower13: take care

Sk8tInGpUnKxX: u 2

yesterday was intersting i still feel sick
jordan made me think so hard

I HEART YOU JORDAN

he is so amazing ........ and mature

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

Wed, 11 May 2005 13:34:29 GMT

ok
yea im realy happy/hiper ive been that way all this wk
im so bad right now im not wering my rist brace thiny
so that means im even happyer
well i havent done a good update 4ever
here goes ....
SUNDAY
i had a blast laying in the sun w/ liz and al
we lisened to music well acully i was a music hog lol
i love huberstank
"A chance they'd never give
To ever want to live
The life that i am made of
There's nothing left to prove
My heart's forever true
What is it they're afraid of?

Afraid of.....

[chorus:]

So what should i do
Just lay next to you
As though i'm unaffected
And who should i be
When they're judging me
As though i'm unaffected?

Before they even say my face
The knew that i was not the same
And decided i was not the one for you
For you....."
i love that song .....
then we went to church
i came into y/g and sat down
and i said to al
"i just saved myself i ALMOST fell down the stairs"
and everyone heard that and started laughing
in soccer our teams tied but i made the last goal
that made them tie belive me i was HAPPY
then when we were driving home from church
i was wearing my yellow adiahs sport shorts
and i saw this guy wearing ones just like it
and a gray hoodir just like me it was FREAKY!!
i got home did strches when on the com
then i ate talked on the fone to mom and sam and
we4nt to bed

MONDAY
i got so much excersize i went runnign
i ran like 3 and a half miles and it was BIG hills
and i did soccer drill w/ liz,al and j-b it was fun
and then i went swimming man
sk8er bois look realy funny in swimmijg trunks and wet hair
i laughed so hard i couldnt stay above water
I HEART U AL AND LIZ
mom came home late tonite well acually at about 2 in the morning

TUESDAY(yesterday)
i had violin lessons and paino lessons and
thery class and stuff
man so i was ie gpne all afternoon
my braclet thingy doesnt smewll like sam anymore
*sniff* lol now im takling about the bOI sam haahh
i had t-clas it was fun other than the fact
i was in all black adn dieing of heat
htere was this wasp and it was buzzing around
it freaked me out cuz sam kept teasing me about it lol
yea so then sam stole my braclet thingy duroing t class
and he was gonna wear it and
then i stoled it back cuz i didnt want him to have it
but it smelled like him lol
but then i made tunifish *gag*
so now it smells like that *yuck*
ok 2ell themn i got really happt and hiper last nite
and i didnt want to get in bed
cuz like this is the firt time in 4 ver
that ive bveen happy for a couple days strait
and then i got in bed and i was HOT so i opened the woindow
and then i got cold so i got depresed lol
im so weird sometiems
THEN i finally went to bed
but i kept getting out of bed and talkign to liz
cuz i wanted to talk to her
but she was ditracted cuz she was talign to L
ynn, abram, megan, caleb *rock on boi lol*,and shay
so she woudnt talk to me
(can u belive it ???? well sorry i can
so yea then i gOT in bed and finnally went to sleep
it was hard cuz i was so hiper
cuz it was warm but depresed cuz
i had made it cold well
o well im gonna go update sams site
cuz she cant be on the computer right now lol
i luv all ya pplz
rockin on in hte ain and sun

MEeEEEeeEEeeEEEEeEeEEeeeEEeeeEE ehehehehehehehehheheheheh

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Tue, 10 May 2005 20:51:56 GMT

" id rather have u tell me u htink im stupid that i just look at me that way"

"i like being me ..... as u can c "

"shut the mouth cuz i dont liek what ur saying "
-quotes by me

Sunday, May 08, 2005

Sun, 08 May 2005 19:58:38 GMT

well i should go do my soccer drills be4 the game 2nite.........i prolly willl but i just wanted ot put a song on here that i thinks pretty wild .....

She's got tattoos and piercings
She like Minor Threat she likes Social Distortion
My girl's a hot girl
A hood rat who needs an attitude adjustment
Christina wouldn't wanna meet her
She hates you Britney so you better run for cover
My girl's a hot girl
A riot girl and shes angry at the world.
Emergency call 911 shes pissed off at everyone
police rescue FBI she wants a riot she wants a riot.
and everywhere we go she gets us thrown out constantly
but thats OK cause i know i know i know
my baby would do anything for me.
yeah christina wouldnt wanna meet her
she hates you britney so you better run for cover
My girls a hot girl a riot girl
and she's takin on the world.
Emergency call 911 shes pissed off at everyone
police rescue FBI she wants to riot
she wants a riot she wants a riot.
dont you know that all i really want is you...
gotta know that all I really want is you
Emergency call 911 she wants a riot
she wants a riot police rescue FBI
she wants a riot she wants a riot

do u even think ill have enogh of it ot tell ya to leave *popcorn*
(If u DONT know what that means you can be glad )

you know

im mad at life right now

you know

i hate the world!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, May 08, 2005

Sun, 08 May 2005 00:17:24 GMT

i went on a wlk and i saw 3 breath-taking beautiful elves

i think u'd agree yea tell me if u do

this was liek the princess elf and i even got like a good pic of her

the stunning elf again she was riding away

man htese pix wont shrink i did shrink them o well this is the other elf i csant decide if shes pretty or not .......

the elvish princess and her protecter

the elvish princess and her protecter again

i love elves .......................

Friday, May 06, 2005

Fri, 06 May 2005 19:14:04 GMT

liz drinking mountain dew hottie hottie lol

you can be cool even if youre in a huge ugly van .....all i need is me and mouintain dew (w00t liz ur on here feel proud?)

ik we practically ate over half of this before the drive was over ??? what was it here for anywyaz?
I lOVE chocolate yea this is me

wow girl isnt he pretty hot for 10????? yea hes practicing makein out
gosh this was a good car ride told-ya-so

Thursday, May 05, 2005

Thu, 05 May 2005 21:41:23 GMT

thses pix r a lil old but like i took them the other clod rainy day

somethings wrong w/ this dumb pic but idk its me on my sk8board

i luv thses pants there all holey lol i luv my sk8board even more tho !!!!!

SK8IN ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oo im ahev writing on my hand lol i luv ya horses

my house from far away

me ........ its cold out

ok well peace out ill put more up later

o btw i dont look goth in these pix r u happy megan?

peace out

arual

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

Wed, 04 May 2005 16:11:59 GMT

i luv chocolate

my moms sister died yesterday so moms frying down ot her funeral shell be gone till late monday nite

man ill be without a mom ......... o'boi